I can still smell his aftershave on me..

WHY??????Why is it that we sometimes feel lonely and do things that we regret...that we feel so empty and alone when we are full of love and surrounded with people..we are just so insecure with ourselves so we surround ourselves then with people we don't know and do things we don't always do, or even condemn other people for doing...we are hypocrites festering within ourselves....After the events pass we then are left with a lingering sense of what happened..it could be the visual third-person memory of it, the faint yet constant smell everywhere you are...a certain sound or song that you heard then and cant get out of your head...these things just stick to you with a shit load of guilt attached to them telling you..that's what you get....that's what you get for doing what you did....do it again...I DARE YOU.!!!!!!